Response to lyrics

RESPONSE: The lyrics on this song are dedicated to my grandparents and to the rest of my fathers side of the family. It seems like everything I do and work hard for doesn't exist in their minds. They fail to remember my name and yet they do what they can to bring me down. So in this song when they say every step I take is another mistake to yoy, that really relares to my "told" identity.

I'm tired of being what you want me to beFeeling so faithless lost under the surfaceDon't know what you're expecting of mePut under the pressure of walking in your shoes(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)Every step I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)I've become so numb I can't feel you thereI've become so tired so much more awareI've becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like youCan't you see that you're smothering meHolding too tightly afraid to lose controlCause everything that you thought I would beHas fallen apart right in front of you(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)And every second I waste is more than I can takeI've become so numb I can't feel you thereI've become so tired so much more awareI've becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like youAnd I knowI may end up failing tooBut I knowYou were just like me with someone disappointed in youI've become so numb I can't feel you thereI've become so tired so much more awareI've becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like youI've become so numb I can't feel you thereIs everything what you want me to beI've become so numb I can't feel you thereIs everything what you want me to be

Bio Poem

Jelani
Child of jose and Imelda
Who loves acting and going to church
Who hates when others try to bring him down
Who wants to go to Mexico, Nayarit
Who wishes he could've met his family that lives in Mexico
Who is scared of spending his life alone
Who dreams of of becoming a star
Who is determined to live a happy life
Who values his family
Who is proud of his personal growth
Who graduated from Devine Savior
Who lives om Los Angeles, Ca
Jelani